Look of insperation on the celling.

It's been going on....Oh...a month maybe since I've worked on my book. I'm the worst author ever I say to myself as I'm getting into bed last Monday. Through last week I struggled with my lack of both inspiration and motivation, becoming pissed with my job and pretty much everything else. So this week started like the previous ones but then yesterday I woke up and said something different.

In which I attempt to find inspiration by looking at the paint:
At 10:30ish I woke up, I proceeded to clean up around the tree-house. The cat's stared at me with quizzical looks as I continued to clean up thing.

At 12:40 something I went on the computer and attempted to type something funny here; with banana in hand I started my task.......

My eyes fluttered open at 3pm.... God dammit I had fallen asleep, "What the crap!" I yelled the cat that had fallen asleep on my legs was not happy about that. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, when I moved my hands I could see my reflection in the TV and was suddenly struck with an idea.

3:30 "Well here i am, laying on the floor staring at the celling in my underwear hoping that a typing fairy comes down here and helps me out with my issues, but alas, much to my dismay this is no help... Poop....well lets give it more time.

6:30 Dammit I fell asleep again. I need to eat something.

8:10 I spend the next hour banging on my key board in an attempt to make words come out of nothing.

12am,Contempt that I have typed something (this) I decided to go to bed.

Listening to Ryan Adams, as my creative juices slowly leak out of my pores

It's hard being a monkey, that types, that works, that sings and has to listen to these fucking U.S. Army commercials every 20mins. I'm currently weighing the good and bad things in my life.

The Bad Things:
My book, is currently at a stand still.
My musical muse is dead.
My bananas are moldy.
My job is starting to get on my nerves.

The Good Things:
My computer works.
My pets are healthy
My job pays the bills (it costs a lot to live in Central Park West).
My Windows Media Player is full of music and it makes me happy.

So everything is neck and neck......That's pretty much the way of things, neck and neck, for every good things there's a bad thing and vice versa......

Blah.

Tomorrow: Is it better to nap at night of the day?